Dear Hg24 thank you for your recommandation.
The lady from the clinik should told me about that.
I want so much to sing again with Celine Dion I’m alive(if GOD wants in a megashow in Las Vegas). The last six years I was more dead than alive. Owing to rosacea I was not having the mood/peace to read a book, to watch TV or to do something to the PC. I was not even able to listen to music. My best friend music was no longer a companion. My only escape was the night and the sleep. I was going to bed with the hope that I will not wake up next day. At a certain moment in time I asked for assisted suicide in Switzerland at Life Circle( The cost of all process is about 14000 USD – when you think that the cost of six boxes of phenobarbital is less than 6 Euros in Romania but you can have it only with a prescrption., the doctors in Romania refused to give me a medical report for assisted suicide). I lost everything including my career in the sunny Caribbean Islands. What kind of rest can you have when your face is like an open chemically wound, and the flesh is like melting all the time and creams do no good to my skin. I live in a city by the sea and I cant enjoy at all sun, sea and sand. I give up even to say “Sunny Greetings” as sun is a public enemy for roseaceans. I had moments when even staying in front of the computer or by the phone my face was becoming very red and a doctor from Germany originated from Romania – dr. John Ionescu told me that I have heavy metals in my brain. But that is history now as the psyhiatrical treatment with Cymbalta and Olanzapine established the rest in my brain after many years of chronic fatigue and many unsucessful neurological and psyhiatrical treatments. GOD I want my life back so much. I want to scream out loud “I want to live, I want to live”.
I have about a week since I am taking Zoloft and I have two days since I have the feeling that I have skin and not a wound on my face. I hope the things will improve and IPL will reduce the unbearable burden. I want to escape from the jail. GOD where are you?
I was contacted by David from Iowa and he informed me about http://soothingrainlight.com. Do you have knoledge about users with good results using David’s device? I was so impressed by his results and his story that is so similar in pains and suicidal like mine.
Where are you from my dear angel Hg24?